Hadith of Love..=)

Dulu, saya selalu dengar suhbah (seakan tazkirah/igt2an) dr yg mulia Syeikh Hisham Kabbani, tp sekarang semacam tak ada masa nak dengar... Ya Allah.... teruk betul..
Masa tu, Syeikh Hisham ada sebut ttg kisah seorang Badwi yg tiba2 masuk mengadap Rasulullah SAW yg sedang menyampaikan khutbah di atas mimbarnya yg mulia. Si Badwi td terus bertanyakan Rasul ttg bilakah berlakunya kiamat?
Lalu Rasulallah SAW ttp melayan org tersebut dgn menjawab "Sudahkah engaku bersedia?" Berkatalah Arab Badwi td, "aku tak bersedia lagi jika ia berkaitan solat, zakat & ibadah2 lainnya, tapi aku bersedia dgn berbekalkan Cintaku terhadap engaku Rasulullah SAW".
Rasulullah pun memandang Badwi tersebut, dgn senangnya Rasul SAW menjawab, "Engkau akan bersama dgn org yg engkau cintai akhirat kelak". Si Badwi tersebut keriangan termasuklah sahabat Rasulullah sdr. Sayyidina Abu Bakar As-Siddiq..=)

Seorang sahabat bertanya kepada Rasulullah, “Bilakah akan berlaku hari kiamat, wahai Rasulullah?”
Rasulullah menjawab, “Apakah yang telah kamu sediakan untuk menghadapi hari kiamat?”
Jawabnya, “Aku tidak bersedia menghadapinya dengan banyak melakukan solat, puasa (sunat) ataupun bersedekah tetapi aku amat cinta kepada Allah dan rasulNya”
Sabda Rasulullah, “Kamu akan bersama dengan orang yang kamu cintai”. (HR. Bukhari, Muslim, Abu Daud dan Tirmizi)

AllahuAkbar... jdkanlah aku bersama Kekasih Agung-Mu, Muhammad SAW ... Kenal akan Nur-nya, Makrifat kpdnya, juga kpd Ahlul-Baytnya, serta Sahabat2 Baginda yg Setia.... =) Amin3... Ya Rabbal-Alamiin............

sedikit ingatan yang abang selalu bagi dekat saya:{ emm rindu pulak dkt abg,,

I won't lie to what my heart has to say.

" Aku lihat dia memejam matanya,

Mengharap sesuatu berlaku

Dan mampu mengubah semuanya

Bukan salah dia semua berlaku

Dia juga masih baru

Masih belajar tentang ini

Tentang hati

Aku dengar dia berbisik

Perlahan...

" Maafkan saya. Awak hanya cinta yang gagal milik saya."

- Monolog Dalaman

I miss people easily. I remember people easily. I don't forget people easily. I have this weird thoughts every night about what had happened through out my whole life. Mostly, about all of the human beings that has been in and out of my life.

Make it this way,

I do miss some part of my past. Who doesn't ? As much as you hate it or you're forcing yourself to hate it in order to forget about it, sometimes you do miss it. Setiap manusia kan beri kenangan yang berbeza beza. Kalau semua beri yang sama, mana nak datang perbezaannya. Semua takkan sama, hati kita kan lain lain.

Yes, sometimes we do miss some things that we shall forget a long time ago.

The thoughts of your brain can fool you, but not the thoughts of your heart. When there's a slight tick in your heart that tingles remembering all the good and bad times in your past, I know there's nothing much we can do. But..yes, I admit. I do miss it at times.

There's one thing you ought to know,

It doesn't mean if I miss someone, I miss our memories, I desperately want them back in my life.

I moved on, but I won't lie to myself if there are times my brain won't digest the fact that some things shall be forgotten. That's who I am, I don't forget things that puts me through so much pain, I kept forgetting them on and on. Because the more I force myself to forget about it, the more I felt it hits me to the core.

And, it doesn't mean if I remembered all the pain and heartache I've been through I'm gathering all the heartache and revenge all over my veins. No.

It's just something I remember, of what I had in the past.

Nothing more, nothing less.

But mostly, not wanting anything back.

Please don't underestimate the way I miss things.

Maybe you can just accept the fact that I don't forget things, and I'll accept the fact that some people walk away.