Some part of me, is fake. The smile I put on my face, sometimes I do feel as if i'm faking it most of the time. Why ? Because I don't want people to see me get hurt, I don't want them to see me cry. At the end of the day, each and everyday before I go to bed, only God knows how much pain i'm trying to bare just to wake up in the morning and act as if nothing ever happened.
Note to self, Ainaa Mardhiah :
For every heartache, heartbreak, heartthrobbing moments, it will always be your lesson in life.
You can't please everyone to accept who you really are. The ones that accepts your flaws, will always be the one that deserves you best. Even if it may hurt at times, but you will get through it no matter what.
You are stronger than you think, wiser than you can even believe. It's just that you shall learn more and more about yourself day by day. Know yourself. Love yourself. If you can't, then you will never be ready to love anyone else as much as you should love yourself.
I have people around me. But most of the time, I chose to stand on my own. That's why I don't wanna expect people to be with me during my bad times. I wanna teach myself how to stand on my own. So that when the time comes, that no one is there for me, I can get myself back up. I may cry hundreds litres of tears, but at the end of the day, I will always be that one strong girl deep inside.
Ainaa Mardhiah, setiap apa yang berlaku sentiasa ada hikmahnya. Jangan berhenti berdoa. Jangan menyerah kalah. You live for a purpose, and the purpose is not giving up. Try harder. Be wiser. Even if it hurts. You can deal with it no matter what. Believe. Believe. And just believe.
Yang kenal diri sendiri sepenuhnya, setiap liku liku kehidupan diri aku. Ialah aku. Dan aku tetap berbangga dengan diri aku sendiri. Why ? Because I've been knocked down plenty of times. But, I still chose to stand up on my own. Itu kekuatan diri aku. Yang orang anggap lemah. Tapi bukan pada aku. Sebab aku percaya dengan diri aku sendiri.
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