Have you ever had that one friend, who used to be extremely close to you. Till that very one time, all of a sudden, without anything went wrong, they disappear just like that. As if, you never should call them a friend in the first place.
It's ironic to me
Do you believe in best friends forever? Sometimes it does, Because only kids swear that they will be best of friends. Frankly speaking, when they grow up and some of them turn out to be bitching about each other, they don't even talk to each other anymore.
Sure, I've been in that phase of life before. When a group of girls made a promise that they will be there for each other at all times. I kept that promise as much as I can, but some of them turns out to be the one's I hate the most for backstabbing me. Best friends much ? errr.
Scratch that. What I'm trying to say is,
Sometimes, friends come and yes they'll go.
Walaupun bukan dalam cara yang menyakitkan. Why ? Because they moved on. Kawan ni, kalau dulu kita kawan dengan dia, and boleh bergelak tawa, rapat macam belangkas pun, bila satu hari masing masing ada life masing masing dekat university ke, college ke, apa ke, tak semuanya boleh stick macam dulu.
I didn't say each and everyone of them. I said, tak semua boleh do that.
Masih ada yang boleh maintain rapat macam dulu, that's what I respect the most. I don't call them bestfriends, I call them true friends. Effing true friends.
Dulu,
Rasa awkward. Bila kawan yang rapat. Yang setiap inci masalah engkau dulu dia tahu, suka duka kau gelak macam bagai nak rak dan menangis bagai semua dgn dia, tiba tiba boleh macam tak keep in touch. Masing masing menyepi. Sampai rasa nak contact balik pun, macam.. Taktau sebab untuk apa. Kalau nak bercerita balik pun, ada 890 mini episod yang tak dikongsi sama sama macam dulu. Bila fikir kan, rasa awkward. Macam mana dulu boleh rapat macam apa, tapi bila masing masing dah ketempat lain lain, dah macam apa hubungan berkawan tu pun tak pasti.
Dulu lah awkward. Sekarang telan lepastu buat bodoh. Tahu sebab apa ?
Sebab, dah adat. Memang kawan datang dan ada yang pergi.
Bukan tak ada effort untuk stay rapat, cuma tak semua org kita boleh stay as great friends. Sebab, bila kita dah besar, makin ramai orang yang kita kenal. Sama macam kawan kita. Mungkin, ada kawan yg lebih baik & lebih memahami dari kita. Sebab tu, dah lama lama, aku tolak tepi je kalau kawan dah tepis suruh blah.
Aku dah tak kuasa nak kisah walaupun kadang kadang bila fikir menyampah jugak.
Dulu, masa lepasan SPM. Cakap je, semua masing masing memang terasa sgt taknak berpisah. Rasa sedih kawan kawan semua sorang kat tempat jin bertendang mana. Sorang segamat, melaka, johor, selangor ke apa. Bila dah lama lama, some of them even just terus lupakan diri masing masing. Dulu boleh berbual mesra bagai, bila dah lama, setakat cakap hi, lepastu bye. Macam tu je.
Ye. Aku dah rasa.
Memang dulu masa lepas SPM, dah tahu kawan mana yang kau boleh bawa sampai kau boleh cakap dia bestfriends ke apa menatang BFF tu semua. Tapi bila kau makin lama, tak semua boleh ke peringkat seterusnya, that is your true friends. Setakat cakap ' oh she's/he's my bestfriend'.
Tapi kalau hanya untuk 4 bulan akan datang, tak payah. Cakap je kawan.
Dulu kalau masa baru sangat nak meneruskan perjuangan masuk college,
kawan masing masing wish best of luck cakap rindu lah apa semua. Kalau boleh tiap tiap hari nak text cakap okay tak kat sana jaga diri etc etc.
Tapi lama lama, benda tu semua lenyap.
Betul tak ? Ye. Memang. Most of it macam tu.
Bila masing masing dah masuk tempat masing masing, jumpa kawan baru. Dah jadi famous, kawan lagi hotsetap ke, coolio ke, ke apa jadah yang dianggap so damn fucking cool. Padahal, it's just cliche. Sampai tak perasan kawan yang kau rapat dulu, hilang macam tu je. Just because kau ada kawan baru.
The weird part is, there are times yang kau tgh susah, baru kau ingat kawan lama engkau.
Like, what the hell happen?
No. I'm not trying to discriminate how friendships can come and go that easy.
What I'm trying to express is sometimes I miss the one's that shares everything with me.
For instance, this one bestfriend.
Dulu, semua cerita panjang lebar tahu. Ketawa macam nak mampus, menangis bila frust. Sampai orang luar yang tak tahu menahu macam mana kita get along pun boleh cakap, 'korg true friends gila babi kan'.
Sekarang. Berubah. I don't even know why.
Tapi takpayah tanya lah, dah tahu kenapa.
Sebab manusia boleh berubah. Dan manusia senang sangat lupa.
Kita pun,tak boleh paksa manusia ingat kita or even rapat dengan kita macam dulu.
Cuma manusia yang ada effort untuk take care each other itu yang betul betul memahami. People who knows my weakness, who knows what I hate, what a fucking annoying attitude I have at times when I'm pissed off. Yang pergi tu, I don't have to question myself anymore.
As I grew up, I know that friends don't stay permanent through out your whole life.
Only some of them. True ones.
Cuma bila tengok balik gambar gambar, rasa tersenyum sorang sorang. Rupanya dulu aku rapat kan dengan dia ni, tapi sekarang entah macam mana. Yes, I miss them. But mostly, I miss that 'one',whom I shared everything. And thankyou for the ones that stayed after all those years ♥
True friends.
The ones that are always there for you, even after months of not seeing each other you know that your friendship won’t be affected -the type of friendships you can pick up where you left and just continue.
Those friends who can always make you laugh. The ones that you are so comfortable around, that you can just be yourself.
The ones that DON’T judge you, even when you pull the ugliest faces, have the most rediculous laugh, say the dumbest things, You know that they will always love you no matter what.
They are the friends who will call you names but you know that deep down they love you anyway,even if they don’t want to admit it.
And they are Those friends,The ones You can’t live without. They are usually the people you would never think to be the ones who would be by your side at the very end, they were always there from the beginning but they just never left, like the ones that said they wouldn’t leave but did.
Sure, I've been in that phase of life before. When a group of girls made a promise that they will be there for each other at all times. I kept that promise as much as I can, but some of them turns out to be the one's I hate the most for backstabbing me. Best friends much ? errr.
Scratch that. What I'm trying to say is,
Sometimes, friends come and yes they'll go.
Walaupun bukan dalam cara yang menyakitkan. Why ? Because they moved on. Kawan ni, kalau dulu kita kawan dengan dia, and boleh bergelak tawa, rapat macam belangkas pun, bila satu hari masing masing ada life masing masing dekat university ke, college ke, apa ke, tak semuanya boleh stick macam dulu.
I didn't say each and everyone of them. I said, tak semua boleh do that.
Masih ada yang boleh maintain rapat macam dulu, that's what I respect the most. I don't call them bestfriends, I call them true friends. Effing true friends.
Dulu,
Rasa awkward. Bila kawan yang rapat. Yang setiap inci masalah engkau dulu dia tahu, suka duka kau gelak macam bagai nak rak dan menangis bagai semua dgn dia, tiba tiba boleh macam tak keep in touch. Masing masing menyepi. Sampai rasa nak contact balik pun, macam.. Taktau sebab untuk apa. Kalau nak bercerita balik pun, ada 890 mini episod yang tak dikongsi sama sama macam dulu. Bila fikir kan, rasa awkward. Macam mana dulu boleh rapat macam apa, tapi bila masing masing dah ketempat lain lain, dah macam apa hubungan berkawan tu pun tak pasti.
Dulu lah awkward. Sekarang telan lepastu buat bodoh. Tahu sebab apa ?
Sebab, dah adat. Memang kawan datang dan ada yang pergi.
Bukan tak ada effort untuk stay rapat, cuma tak semua org kita boleh stay as great friends. Sebab, bila kita dah besar, makin ramai orang yang kita kenal. Sama macam kawan kita. Mungkin, ada kawan yg lebih baik & lebih memahami dari kita. Sebab tu, dah lama lama, aku tolak tepi je kalau kawan dah tepis suruh blah.
Aku dah tak kuasa nak kisah walaupun kadang kadang bila fikir menyampah jugak.
Dulu, masa lepasan SPM. Cakap je, semua masing masing memang terasa sgt taknak berpisah. Rasa sedih kawan kawan semua sorang kat tempat jin bertendang mana. Sorang segamat, melaka, johor, selangor ke apa. Bila dah lama lama, some of them even just terus lupakan diri masing masing. Dulu boleh berbual mesra bagai, bila dah lama, setakat cakap hi, lepastu bye. Macam tu je.
Ye. Aku dah rasa.
Memang dulu masa lepas SPM, dah tahu kawan mana yang kau boleh bawa sampai kau boleh cakap dia bestfriends ke apa menatang BFF tu semua. Tapi bila kau makin lama, tak semua boleh ke peringkat seterusnya, that is your true friends. Setakat cakap ' oh she's/he's my bestfriend'.
Tapi kalau hanya untuk 4 bulan akan datang, tak payah. Cakap je kawan.
Dulu kalau masa baru sangat nak meneruskan perjuangan masuk college,
kawan masing masing wish best of luck cakap rindu lah apa semua. Kalau boleh tiap tiap hari nak text cakap okay tak kat sana jaga diri etc etc.
Tapi lama lama, benda tu semua lenyap.
Betul tak ? Ye. Memang. Most of it macam tu.
Bila masing masing dah masuk tempat masing masing, jumpa kawan baru. Dah jadi famous, kawan lagi hotsetap ke, coolio ke, ke apa jadah yang dianggap so damn fucking cool. Padahal, it's just cliche. Sampai tak perasan kawan yang kau rapat dulu, hilang macam tu je. Just because kau ada kawan baru.
The weird part is, there are times yang kau tgh susah, baru kau ingat kawan lama engkau.
Like, what the hell happen?
No. I'm not trying to discriminate how friendships can come and go that easy.
What I'm trying to express is sometimes I miss the one's that shares everything with me.
For instance, this one bestfriend.
Dulu, semua cerita panjang lebar tahu. Ketawa macam nak mampus, menangis bila frust. Sampai orang luar yang tak tahu menahu macam mana kita get along pun boleh cakap, 'korg true friends gila babi kan'.
Sekarang. Berubah. I don't even know why.
Tapi takpayah tanya lah, dah tahu kenapa.
Sebab manusia boleh berubah. Dan manusia senang sangat lupa.
Kita pun,tak boleh paksa manusia ingat kita or even rapat dengan kita macam dulu.
Cuma manusia yang ada effort untuk take care each other itu yang betul betul memahami. People who knows my weakness, who knows what I hate, what a fucking annoying attitude I have at times when I'm pissed off. Yang pergi tu, I don't have to question myself anymore.
As I grew up, I know that friends don't stay permanent through out your whole life.
Only some of them. True ones.
Cuma bila tengok balik gambar gambar, rasa tersenyum sorang sorang. Rupanya dulu aku rapat kan dengan dia ni, tapi sekarang entah macam mana. Yes, I miss them. But mostly, I miss that 'one',whom I shared everything. And thankyou for the ones that stayed after all those years ♥
True friends.
The ones that are always there for you, even after months of not seeing each other you know that your friendship won’t be affected -the type of friendships you can pick up where you left and just continue.
Those friends who can always make you laugh. The ones that you are so comfortable around, that you can just be yourself.
The ones that DON’T judge you, even when you pull the ugliest faces, have the most rediculous laugh, say the dumbest things, You know that they will always love you no matter what.
They are the friends who will call you names but you know that deep down they love you anyway,even if they don’t want to admit it.
And they are Those friends,The ones You can’t live without. They are usually the people you would never think to be the ones who would be by your side at the very end, they were always there from the beginning but they just never left, like the ones that said they wouldn’t leave but did.
n now im welcoming my new sistahood,,for god sake i live being friend with them:3 they were pretty, kind n so on,,toksah nak puji lebih kembang deme ni nanti..
si pretty kat atas ni aku panggil dia lissa:] tapi kalau fara dia suka panggil lissa suri rumah,,lissa bagi aku kawan yang baik:] somehow aku tak berapa kenal dengan dia tapi bila mula rapat seronok,,hehehe,,gurau2,,dia ni study kat UIA sama laa dgn cik abg saya tuu,,kenal dia pon sebab dia ni kuat stalk cik abg aku tu,,sampai blog aku digeledahnya,,hahaha,,entry lama tu dia jumpe:p lissa2 lawak je perangai,,,lissa ni otai jugak perangai dia,,jenis sempoi,,otak gegila lebih kurang aku laa jugak:p mendoa kan satu hari nanti lissa dapat someone special n dia boleh laa buat entry pasal "sidia" hehehehe,,
si manis kat atas ni nama fara:] fara nii sikit sebanyak ada perangai aku:] penyakit pon same,,hahaha,,gastrik,,fara ni stay kat perak..jaoh kan,,n dia study dkt KMPk fara ni pulak aku kenal sebab aiman punye girl:]
aiman ni kawan baik kat sidia aku tuu..mana ada aiman mesti ada lehan tu:P
fara ni selalu gak laa bagi nasihat kat aku:] walaupun baru je kenal dia macam
faham2 je aku bila tweet merapu:] fara ni comel kot aku suke gak usha2 pic dia
jelly betul dgn org lawa2 nii,,hehehe
so now korang dah tau dua org ni laaa bnyk gak borak dgn aku kat twitter tu,
masing2 ada blog.saling stalk mengestalk satu sama lain,,hehehe
bagi aku mereka kawan yang awesome,,one fine day aku harap dapat jumpe dgn
mereka dua nii:] insyaAllah,,
may Allah bless this friendship sistahood <3
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